Again, the rules are just basically, write a message to 15 different people but don't tell who it is. I'm bored and decided I wanted to do it once again.

However, I got lazy and wrote for just 9.

I may or may not have put someone from the past list to this one again.

1. You know, I'm really sad about how we ended up. I used to really look up to you, you were one of the people who always believed in me. I honestly don't understand why you became so cold and are now acting like you never even knew me. I know it might be awkward, and I don't want to sound mean. But I never did anything to you. And it just really hurts that you're...I dunno, trying to put me down or something. You used to be someone I really admired and wanted to be like. It's just...God. I never imagined I'd end up despising you.

2. I hate your guts. I hate how results always end up with something saying you're better than me. You're not. I don't want to sound egotistical or something, but God, you're not even good. And I hate how you act and show that you think you are. You're not awesome, you're annoying and I really hate you.

3. I don't understand you sometimes. There are times when I think you're awesome. That you're one of the best friends I could ever have. Then you join another crowd. And well, I know that you're trying to befriend people. You're more understanding than I am. But you know, you really don't have to change yourself and become like them to get them to like you. I just find it...well. Disgusting. Sorry. Though, I am jealous of you in the aspect that you don't have a problem with socializing with people. Haha. And dude, you don't have to be insecure about her. You're a lot more unique and prettier anyway.

4. You know. You're a great friend. You're a good person. But...sometimes I feel like you can be so distant without...knowing it. Sometimes I feel like you never tell me anything anymore, you'll say something about how you feel bad but then won't tell me why. I know it's your choice whether or not you wanna tell me, but well. You used to tell me stuff. Did I do anything wrong or something? And I know you might be busy or something, but lately, we haven't been able to hang out. And well. Let's just say, a while ago, being brushed off by you for the first time...is unsettling.

5. When I finally met you, let's just say you...surprised me. In a bad way. I never expected you'd be that kind of person. I mean, I always heard you were this really cool person that people could look up to. Someone who was nice and responsible...well. Typical model student. But well. When I met you, you're pretty far from it. And I know about what you're going through, and how now you're sad about what's happening with your life and all. But I'm going to be brutally honest. It's your own fault you're failing. Don't blame it on anything else. Don't sit around crying. I'm not close to you, but I dunno. I don't want to see you fall apart and waste what you can be. You don't have to change yourself for some of those annoying people you have for friends.

6. I hate you. More importantly, I hate how you ended up. We used to be friends, and well. Let's just say at some point, my tolerance for you just...snapped. You're being an ass. You're being a jerk. Your own sister fucking hates you, okay. I'm just really sad that you had to become like this. It's annoying how you blame things you did on others. Then you act all depressed and shit to get attention. Fucking hell, what's your problem. I've honestly given up on trying to understand what the hell goes on in your head. And God. Your sister's one of my closest friends, and seeing you for three days straight during the fair just really irritated me. Your presence annoys me. I honestly hope that some whack on the head would snap you back to the reality to what you SHOULD value at this point.

7. You've always expected me to do well at the one thing that honestly, has ruined my childhood. I hated how you'd scream at me for the smallest mistakes. The way you weren't even proud when I was Top 7 during my graduation. Ever since I was 6 years old you pressured me into being some weird perfect kid who always studied, behaved and got high grades. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of what you want me to be. It's not like you were even an overachiever when you were studying. And I hate how you're so not supportive. It's either I suck, or if I'm good, well. You don't CARE. That's just it, isn't it. As long as I have something to show for. As long as I keep up my fucking grades, you could care less about what I liked. It's just an extra. Something, you think, I'm not good at. Something I waste my time for. Something you wonder why I don't excel at. You'll never understand. You'll never know why it is I don't tell you anything about me. You'll never fucking know how I rant so much about you when you're not there. And God. You just don't get how much it hurts that it's YOU who doesn't care.

8. You're great, actually. You're funny and nice, and really, REALLY hyper(yes, I'd actually use the word hyper instead. At least, to not make this part of the note too obvious. XD) I honestly don't think there's ever been a conversation with you where I didn't end up smiling. I admit, I don't even know what you look like. But I personally think I'm starting to get a crush on you, haha.

9. Advanced Happy Birthday. I really miss you. ): Sigh. The thing is, I'm afraid to make this message any longer. I might end up in tears. Meh.

I'm getting lazy to finish this list. HAHA. I might fill the other 6 people again sometime soon. Anyway.

Think you're anywhere on this list?